Sunday, July 18, 2010

Lyrics for Megurine Luka - secret + MP3

I don't know if I'm a boy
I don't know if I'm a girl
I don't know why I was born
I don't know who's my mother

I don't know how I got alone
I don't know how I got mad
I don't know how I got mad
I don't know think I should get back

Tell me now that you really like the show
Tell me now that you really want to get high
Tell me now that you really like my style, oh
Tell u now that u are to commit a crime

U want this
Tell me how you want it to be

My mind, heart is broken
No one else
But u was going to understand my way
But from the day I found you babe
U falling into me

Tell me now that you really like the show
Tell me now that you really want to get high
Tell me now that you really like my style, oh
Tell u now that u are to commit a crime

U want this
Tell me how u want it to be

I don't know if I'm a boy
I don't know if I'm a girl
I don't know why I was born
I don't know who my mother is

I don't know how I got alone
I don't know how I got mad
I don't know how I got mad
I don't know think I should get back


I don't know if I am a boy
I don't know if I am a girl
I don't know why I was born
I don't know who my mother is

I don't know how I got alone
I don't know how I got mad
I don't know how I got mad
I don't know think I should get back


Tell me now that you really like the show
Tell me now that you really want to get high
Tell me now that you really like my style, oh
Tell u now that u are to commit a crime

U want this
Tell me how u want it to be

I don't know if I'm a boy
I don't know if I'm a girl
I don't know why I was born
I don't know who my mother is

I don't know how I got alone
I don't know how I got mad
I don't know how I got mad
I don't know think I should get back

MP3 link
Mediafire

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Exhausted

Hello everyone :)
I haven't been posting for a long time, right? I thought I quit blogging half a year ago but... maybe I just can't let it go. I'll treat my blog as a diary for now. It's okay, right?

I felt so down today. I felt like I've done something very wrong that I shouldn't do in the first time. I felt like drowning myself into a deep well, or down deep in the sea, or something similar to that. I felt like I've posted 3 sentences starting with 'I felt like' (which I did). Sorry, my brain's in a mess right now. I think that I've made my crush mad, trolling him, and.. stalking him, maybe? I did that, and I'm terribly sorry for it. He won't read his though, so even if I posted thousands of apologies here he won't read it. My brain kept sending me false alarms about his affection to me. The longer I think about it, the more I realize that, being together is impossible at any chance given. I've wasted my time and tears thinking about it. He has someone beside him already, so why bother try? My mind's been telling me to confess, but that's just the same with suicide. I won't risk that relationship I have with him(and I think I'm destroying it now). I kept telling myself, he's faaar away from you. You're like the Icarus who wants to soar high to the sun. You'll fell, and without doubt, break many things. So, should I move forward? -sighs- Love problems are all confusing. They are essential in life, yet they cause many problems to rise. I need to refresh my mind. With what? Everything seems so dull right now. -more sighs-

Well maybe that's all. Thanks for the ones who read, even though this blog has become soo quiet.