The Empty Pathway

Envy, Watch Out for It!

2011-06-11T06:36:00.001-07:00

Envy, envy, envy. Bagi kalian yang pernah nonton Fullmetal Alchemist pasti ngga asing sama namanya. Ya, envy adalah satu dari Seven Deadly Sins atau tujuh dosa mematikan. Menurut Wikipedia, envy itu:

Envy (also called invidiousness) is best defined as an emotion that "occurs when a person lacks another's (perceived) superior quality, achievement, or possession and either desires it or wishes that the other lacked it."Envy can also derive from a sense of low self-esteem that results from an upward social comparison threatening a person's self image: another person has something that the envier considers to be important to have. If the other person is perceived to be similar to the envier, the aroused envy will be particularly intense, because it signals to the envier that it just as well could have been he or she who had the desired object.

Jadi kurang lebih, envy itu ada emosi yang muncul ketika seseorang tidak memiliki sesuatu yang superior entah itu prestasi atau barang orang lain dan menginginkan hal tersebut, atau berharap bahwa orang itu tidak memilikinya. Dari penjelasan singkat tadi, bisa dikatakan kalau envy itu ada dua macam, positif dan negatif. Positif, kalau kamu merasakan envy dan menginginkannya juga, kemudian menjadikan itu sebagai target kamu. Negatif, kalau kamu merasa tertekan dengen kepemilikan si orang akan hal tersebut, dan berharap bahwa dia tidak memilikinya sehingga posisinya akan sama dengan kamu. Kalau kalimat yang tadi saya sengaja beri italic itu sih, sering sekali saya alami. Padahal si envy negatif ini bisa berbahaya lho, karena bisa menjatuhkan kepercayaan diri kalian. Soalnya, pola pikir kalian: aku ngga punya hal kayak dia=> aku berharap dia ngga punya hal itu, padahal jelas-jelas dia sudah punya kan? Ini bisa menjatuhkan kalian kalau kalian punya pola pikir, 'dia sudah dapet hal itu. Dia superior. Sedangkan aku bukan apa-apa. Kenapa aku ngga bisa jadi seperti dia? Kenapa aku harus dapet kondisi yang seperti ini?' kemudian murung dan sedih. Apalagi kalau kamu merasakannya berkali-kali. Well, satu-satunya cara untuk mencegah salah satu efek envy negatif ini ada LIHAT KE BAWAH. Kamu mungkin memang merasa envy negatif dengan orang yang kondisinya lebih bagus daripada kamu, tapi coba lihat kondisi orang-orang di bawah kamu. Lihatlah, apa kamu perlu merasa menyesal dengan kondisimu sekarang? Lihat orang-orang yang berada di bawahmu, yang masih bisa tertawa bahagia seakan mereka punya segalanya. Dengan demikian kamu bisa sadar bahwa kamu bukan yang terburuk. Kamu bahkan mungkin pantas untuk di-envy-kan orang karena kamu mempunyai sesuatu yang jauh lebih baik dari mereka. Bukan berarti kamu harus kemudian sombong dan pamer ya, hehehe. Sekali lagi, sifat dalam hidup yang harus benar-benar kamu kuasai adalah: sabar dan berpikir dengan kepala dingin, karena ketidaksabaran hanya akan membawa lebih banyak kesalahan, dan berpikir dengan kondisi marah hanya akan menyelewengkan keputusanmu.

Plusplus: Jangan termakan ENVYDIOUS!

Envydious? Apaan tuh? Ngga pernah denger, taunya yang ada kan INSIDIOUS?
Hahaha, memang tidak ada kata envydious. Itu adalah kata yang saya buat sendiri berdasarkan arti insidious yang salah satunya berarti menunggu kesempatan untuk menjebak. Ya, karena ketika kalian envy, emosi yang meluap-luap dapat membuat kalian terjebak dalam kesalahan keputusan. Tidak mengerti apa maksudnya? Ayo coba dipikirkan sendiri, tapi jangan dicoba ya~

Watch out, envy is envydious~

TV Commercials in Indonesia - You've Gone Too Far, Guys!

2011-06-05T06:58:00.000-07:00

Hari ini, tumben-tumbennya aku membaca rubrik cerpen di koran, satu cerpen di koran Jawa Pos yang berjudul "Anakku Lahir Dari Rahim Televisi" oleh R. Giryadi. Dari judulnya saja kalian sudah bisa menebak kan, apa isi cerpen itu? Ya, cerpen itu menceritakan secara eksplisit bagaimana pengaruh televisi, terutama iklannya, bagi anak-anak kecil jaman sekarang. Ia menceritakan bagaimana seorang ayah berpikir akan pengaruh televisi yang sekarang semakin keterlaluan. Bagaimana berita-berita tentang kasus-kasus yang melibatkan anak-anak sebagai korban dikupas secara terbuka, bagaimana iklan di televisi penuh mempromosikan barang-barang yang serbainstan, bagaimana acara komedi semakin menjamur tanpa memedulikan apa yang mereka tertawakan dan apa yang mereka diskusikan, bagaimana para politikus berusaha mendulang pendukung, ditambah iklan yang selalu menyelingi. Acara-acara debat yang seringkali berujung pada debat kusir yang tidak jelas akhirnya, dan akhirnya adiksi akan televisi yang dialami anaknya, serta propaganda iklan yang mengena pada anak-anak.

Kita sendiripun merasakan, bahwa iklan di televisi akhir-akhir ini semakin gencar. Sudah bukan rahasia kalau rating penontonnya bagus, maka pengiklan akan berebut. Komposisi acara satu jam yang ada pun bisa jadi setengahnya digunakan untuk iklan. Bayangkan keuntungan yang didapat stasiun televisi tersebut. Tak heran stasiun-stasiun berlomba untuk menciptakan suatu acara yang menarik penonton, tak peduli acara itu plagiat, tidak berbobot, atau bahkan kenyataan yang dibuat-buat.

Saya tidak akan memberi kesimpulan untuk tulisan ini, karena tujuan tulisan ini adalah untuk direnungkan. Semoga bisa berguna.

Ja neee~

The Ups and Downs of Life

2011-04-22T05:27:00.000-07:00

-This is an INDONESIAN POST-

Post ini mengandung CURHATAN, KEKESALAN, dan AMUKAN seorang remaja berumur 16 tahun. Kalian sudah diperingatkan. Bagi yang tidak ingin membaca silakan pindah ke post saya yang lain, atau tutup tabnya.

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Quick Post About Vocaloids on Youtube

2011-03-25T07:31:00.000-07:00

I'll make this quick. I've been browsing about Vocaloid MVs for 2 days, and here is my report on what did I see *dun dun dun dunn*

1. Ievan Polkka Megurine Luka version

This version, of course has Luka's softer voice and it gave a sweeter ring to it. I like this <3

2. Genie - SNSD Megurine Luka cover

I actually gaped at this. First because I didn't even know that these kind of thing exists, and second is that some of Vocaloid lovers are K-pop lovers too lol...
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XP Themes and how to use it

2011-03-20T00:41:00.000-07:00

Have you ever thought of changing your XP theme to something different? Maybe themes with anime pictures? You can try this. Visit here to find some themes, mainly anime themes of course :D

The themes doesn't only contain images for your theme, but also the welcome tone and the shut down tone also :)

After you download it.. how to use it? ...
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Birth - Toyama Nao

2011-03-19T22:23:00.000-07:00

Since I watched the series 2 seasons ago, I already felt that Nakagawa Kanon's seiyuu, Toyama Nao has the most sell-able voice out of other characters. I mean, she even sang many songs there. And although it's late, here it is~

Tracklist:

Date Of Birth
Love Kanon
Yes-today
All 4 You
Uraha Love
Happy Crescent
Omoi wa Rain Rain
Love Call
Darling Baby
Birth

...
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Megurine Luka - Corruption Garden

2011-01-27T22:12:00.000-08:00

Hi! Happy belaaaated New Year for all of you! Anything good happened already this year?

Here I'm going to post and comment a little bit about another brilliant song of our lovely Vocaloid Megurine Luka made by Caz. The title is Corruption Garden. It was released in October last year, to tell the truth, but I just found it a few days... alright a few weeks ago and although it's late, I think it's worth to post.

Here's the video in Youtube, you can also view it in NicoNicoDouga

Here's the HD version, no subtitles though.

First of all, the artwork is reaaaaaaaaaal good. It's a 3D PV after all, note: Promotional Video. For Megurine Luka. Yays! The Broken English can't be helped though, the maker's not an English-born after all. There are maybe some confusion on the first lyrics. The music's done nicely, and I liked it since it's Luka, I don't mind the genre lols. I don't have a particular liking to rock, but this song passed my filters for a good song to listen over and over. The animation is Gundam-ish, but the pink-short-haired girl and the white-short-haired girl captured my attention, and it seems that they're siblings, not sure if they're twins or not. But who cares?

Some parts of the animations are the same though, but since it's said to be fanmade, it's quite good. I mean, a fan who made a PV in 3D? That's new. I thought that this guy must be crazy for making vids like a pro and made this for free XD

I'll give 9.5 out of 10 for this :3 if the broken English are fixed and there are no repetitions, it will be perfect. Haha, a word from a fan who is asking too much.

Oh right, need the MP3? I uploaded it in Mediafire

Corruption Garden

Corruption Garden -instrumental-

Another post for the lyric will be posted soon.

Happy watching!

Tae In - Keu Namja E Keojitmal

2010-11-15T22:11:00.000-08:00

I've been checking on Megurine Luka's MV's in youtube when I stumbled on this. A Korean song with Vocaloids? Hm sounds different. So I checked it out, and it turned out that she only done the dancings with Project Diva. Oh weell.. That's not my video anyway. Full credit to the owner

But I fell in love with the song~ I tried to search in Google, but it turned out zero.
After I tried to try a few more time, the problem is the title written is wrong. Not entirely wrong, but the others write it as ' Keu Namja E Keojitmal' and when I tried to search it, voila! I found this one link. Sadly the speed's slow, so I have to wait for some more time.

I reuploaded it on Mediafire >>here<<
Happy listening!

I'm Retarded

2010-10-11T06:27:00.000-07:00

"I want to cry. I've told myself many times that you don't have to cry, you don't need to cry, you don't have the reason till you must cry. But in the end, all I want is an emotional release. I want to throw all of this problems away. I tried not to think about it, which I've said before(not here), "If it hurts to think about it, then don't think about it!" But we can't help to think about it, right?"

We all have problems, many, many problems. Yes, people said that problem is a spice in our life. But then, spice is used to make the food tastier, don't you think? Well, this world needs to be stabilized. Too many sweets in your mouth can make it bitter. Too many bitterness in your mouth will make you used to it. Everything in this world should be balanced. Of course, not all people agree with this. Sometimes they think that they have the biggest problem, and they shout to the world, saying that they're the most unlucky guy out there. I don't mean to seem rude, but FACE YOUR WORLD DEAR. The world isn't being so nice to you so you can start walking with your own feet. So you can solve your own problems. So you can move forward, with new experience to hold, new courage to stand. You will have the same amount of happiness and sadness in your lifes. Whether it happened immediately or in the long run, it doesn't matter. The wheel of life is rotating. Our Earth is rotating, revolutioning against the sun. That's how life is.

Alright. After that incomprehendsible-immature-twisted-cliche piece of junk above, you feel that I'm twisted, don't you? Say that you do. It will make me feel better. At least I can laugh to myself, being a stupid being like that. I don't even know what's making me so sad, so bitter anymore. I just feel the need to cough it all up. Now I'm done. Sueing me? That will be most welcomed. I'm twisted as it is. My fingers were just flowing with the rhythem of my mind, so it's jumpy. And I seem so apological. Yes, I am. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

P.S. 大好きだよ、星－クン

Another emo outburst. Yea, ignore me. I'm retarded

Anxiety... and the Aftermath

2010-08-29T05:47:00.000-07:00

Still related to my two latest post. I know that he has a girlfriend. Even since I know him, from the very start. But why the feelings keep growing? Why the feeling still lingers after such hardships? I don't know. And I don;t know what miracles pushed me to confess to him, which I did. And it's in such a weird way, too. I thought I'll laugh when I remember that scene in the future, but unfortunately, no. Just by me confessing, a whole load of problems sprung right in front my face. And it goes for a whole week, draining my spirit and MP(as gamers say...). At least its now over and we're walking through our days as a couple. It's kinda weird, and a fleeting emotion starts to fill my heart since it's my first boyfriend, or something like that? Our relationship seems comical and I dare say, weird too (LOL) at least according to other people. Yea, we're still on the first level. Even maybe we're still in the zero level, same as nothing. But it's okay. I won't rush him, and I know he's now on his senior level and next year he'll go to univ. So it means a hell lot of tasks, lessons, studies, tests etc etc. Yes he asked me before about this, and I said I understand. So here I am, waiting for someone. Ah no, it should be waiting for him to come back :) Maybe you who read this will go 'WTF if you're in 'lovelove' mode go find some room!' or something like dat. I can't help it, so sorry for ruining your eyes, guys. I'll find something to share later, and it's probably about onemanga being closed or something like that. Hope you enjoy your day, and ja ne!

if you read this, this is for you Ryuusei <3

Lyrics for Megurine Luka - secret + MP3

2010-07-18T05:27:00.000-07:00

I don't know if I'm a boy
I don't know if I'm a girl
I don't know why I was born
I don't know who's my mother

I don't know how I got alone
I don't know how I got mad
I don't know how I got mad
I don't know think I should get back

Tell me now that you really like the show
Tell me now that you really want to get high
Tell me now that you really like my style, oh
Tell u now that u are to commit a crime

U want this
Tell me how you want it to be

My mind, heart is broken
No one else
But u was going to understand my way
But from the day I found you babe
U falling into me

Tell me now that you really like the show
Tell me now that you really want to get high
Tell me now that you really like my style, oh
Tell u now that u are to commit a crime

U want this
Tell me how u want it to be

I don't know if I'm a boy
I don't know if I'm a girl
I don't know why I was born
I don't know who my mother is

I don't know how I got alone
I don't know how I got mad
I don't know how I got mad
I don't know think I should get back

I don't know if I am a boy

I don't know if I am a girl

I don't know why I was born

I don't know who my mother is

I don't know how I got alone

I don't know how I got mad

I don't know think I should get back

Tell me now that you really like the show
Tell me now that you really want to get high
Tell me now that you really like my style, oh
Tell u now that u are to commit a crime

U want this
Tell me how u want it to be

I don't know if I'm a boy
I don't know if I'm a girl
I don't know why I was born
I don't know who my mother is

I don't know how I got alone
I don't know how I got mad
I don't know how I got mad
I don't know think I should get back

MP3 link
Mediafire

Exhausted

2010-07-03T09:18:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone :)
I haven't been posting for a long time, right? I thought I quit blogging half a year ago but... maybe I just can't let it go. I'll treat my blog as a diary for now. It's okay, right?

I felt so down today. I felt like I've done something very wrong that I shouldn't do in the first time. I felt like drowning myself into a deep well, or down deep in the sea, or something similar to that. I felt like I've posted 3 sentences starting with 'I felt like' (which I did). Sorry, my brain's in a mess right now. I think that I've made my crush mad, trolling him, and.. stalking him, maybe? I did that, and I'm terribly sorry for it. He won't read his though, so even if I posted thousands of apologies here he won't read it. My brain kept sending me false alarms about his affection to me. The longer I think about it, the more I realize that, being together is impossible at any chance given. I've wasted my time and tears thinking about it. He has someone beside him already, so why bother try? My mind's been telling me to confess, but that's just the same with suicide. I won't risk that relationship I have with him(and I think I'm destroying it now). I kept telling myself, he's faaar away from you. You're like the Icarus who wants to soar high to the sun. You'll fell, and without doubt, break many things. So, should I move forward? -sighs- Love problems are all confusing. They are essential in life, yet they cause many problems to rise. I need to refresh my mind. With what? Everything seems so dull right now. -more sighs-

Well maybe that's all. Thanks for the ones who read, even though this blog has become soo quiet.

CDisplay: The Perfect Program for you Manga Readers!

2009-12-06T20:31:00.000-08:00

Hi ya! I've browsed this for quite some time, and I want to share it with you.

Have you ever downloaded a manga in .zip or .rar extensions? You have to extract it in order to read it right? Plus it's hard and inconvenient to read it with the usual program in Windows or other OS. Well.. tadaa! This software will help you in reading it. It will set the image in your window in the perfect size for you to easily read it. Here's the preview

All you have to do is install it, open the program, drag the .zip or .rar file to the program window, and you're all set! Nice, huh? If you want to download it, you can find it here
I found it in a blog a few weeks ago, and I forgot what's the blog is ._. Credits for them who I don't know its name :)
The manga I take for example is Kimi ni Todoke. You can read it in mangafox or onemanga, as usual.
That's all for now.. Ja ne!

Blue Mist

My Drawing is GONE DX

2009-12-01T21:01:00.000-08:00

So well, today I' going to post my life today. I've just drew an anime girl, and I tried to color her hair with charcoal pencil. It's pretty in my opinion, and some people praised it too. Weell, of course I'm proud of it :)

BUT, when I left it on my school desk, it's gone when I got back. HUAAAAAH What's that supposed to meaaaan DX DX Where is it where is iiiiiiit DX DX

Okay there's no point on whining at it now. It's gone, and that's it. I can't do anything about that.

That means I have to draw another! But I don't know when... Oh boy.. I'll post it here later.. when I finishes of course

Ja ne!

Blue Mist

11 Arrested in Japan for Uploading via Share Program

2009-12-01T06:05:00.000-08:00

On Monday, police in Japan arrested 10 individuals on suspicion of using the Share file-sharing software to upload films, music, anime, games, and other content on the Internet without the copyright holders' permission. According to the Anti Counterfeiting Association, the following people were arrested:

1. 40-year-old male company employee from Sapporo (Ranma ½ television series)
2. 23-year-old unemployed male from Toride (Dragon Quest IX: Hoshizora no Mamoribito)
3. 47-year-old male company employee from Nagano (8 musical tracks from Victor Entertainment,SME Records, Sony Music Records, Avex Entertainment)
4. 23-year-old male company contract employee from Sayama (music from Ai Otsuka andKobukuro, Back to the Future Part III, Death Note, Death Note: The Last Name, others)
5. 37-year-old male local government employee from Tsu (Mobile Suit Gundam 00)
6. 44-year-old male company employee from Jōyō (Lorelei)
7. 37-year-old self-employed male from Yokohama (Wii Music, Wii Sports Resort)
8. 57-year-old unemployed male from Komatsushima (unspecified television anime)
9. 40-year-old unemployed male from Okayama (Dragon Ball Kai, Fresh Precure!, Fullmetal Alchemist)
10. 30-year-old male game center employee from Chikugo (unspecified anime)

In addition, an unspecified home was searched in Akita Prefecture, but no arrest was reported there. The first three people to be arrested for allegedly using the Share file-sharing program were arrested in May of last year in three different prefectures. These three previous suspects reportedly shared anime from the Gundam franchise.

An earlier peer-to-peer file-sharing software called Winny was developed in 2002 by a then anonymous computer engineering student. The software promised anonymity for its users, but the High-Tech Crime Task Force found flaws in its integrated forum feature. After two users were arrested for sharing copyrighted material using Winny in 2003, the developer was identified as Isamu Kaneko of the University of Tokyo and also arrested. He was convicted and sentenced with a 1.5-million-yen (about US$12,000) fine. During Kaneko's arrest and trial, another anonymous developer created the Share program which promised better protection of users' anonymity on Winny's file-sharing network. Since security researchers also found flaws in Share in 2006, other successor applications are being developed.

Japan's Copyright Law prohibits unauthorized uploaders but expressly allows people to download for private use. The Japanese government is pushing for a ban on unauthorized downloads as well, despite receiving thousands of messages from citizens opposing the ban.

Source: Internet Watch

According to the Sankei Shimbun paper, the suspect from Sayama also allegedly uploaded the Lucky Star anime.

In June, the Japanese parliament passed an amendment that will make it illegal to knowingly download copyrighted material without authorization for the first time. The new law will go into effect on January 1, 2010.
An unemployed female from Yurihonjō in Akita Prefecture has since been arrested for allegedly sharing Korean television drama works

Taken from animenewsnetwork.

Hm.. pretty scary huh? Well the government have the rules and we the citizens must obey it... But well.. most of us broke it already, right? Hahahahah
We know that Japan, as the source of anime that we all love is pretty strict at these kind of things.
Anyway, piracy IS a crime so if you wanna do it.. Keep an eye on the government! Kidding :D

Till next time :)

Blue Mist

Japanese Box Office Ranks, October 3-4

2009-11-15T16:35:00.000-08:00

The third film in Yukihiko Tsutsumi's three-part live-action adaptation of Naoki Urasawa's 20th Century Boys manga remained at the top spot on Kogyo Tsushinsha's Japanese box office chart during the October 3-4 weekend. According to Box Office Mojo, it earned the equivalent of US$925,793 on 322 screens. After its sixth weekend, it has a gross-to-date of US$45,425,281.

Yōichi Sai's (Choi Yang-il's) live-action film adaptation of Sanpei Shirato's Kamui Gaiden ninja manga rose from #3 to #2 in its third weekend on Kogyo Tsushinsha's chart, although Box Office Mojolists it as #3 still. Ken'ichi Matsuyama (Death Notemovies' L, Detroit Metal City's Sōichi/Krauser II) stars in the title role of a rogue ninja on the run from his own clan. The film garnered US$818,903 on 308 screens to add to its total of US$9,022,121.

Takashi Yamazaki's live-action Ballad: Namonaki Koi no Uta period drama film traded spaces withKamui Gaiden as it dropped to #3 in its fifth weekend. It added US$851,408 on 331 screens for a total of US$17,328,309. Tsuyoshi Kusanagi of the SMAP entertainment group stars in this historical romance based loosely on the plot of the award-winning Crayon Shin-chan: Arashi wo Yobu Appare! Sengoku Daikassen film.

Duel Masters: Lunatic God Saga and Penguin no Mondai: Shiawase no Aoi Tori de Go-Pen-nasaistayed at #4 on Kogyo Tsushinsha's chart, although it fell to #7 on Box Office Mojo's chart. In its third weekend, TOHO's double feature took in US$413,774 on 308 screens for a gross-to-date of US$6,662,257. The two films are based on Shogakukan's Duel Masters and A Penguin's Troubles(Penguin no Mondai) television anime series.

The Tales of Vesperia ~The First Strike~ anime film opened at #7 on on Kogyo Tsushinsha's chart. Kanta Kamei (Digimon: Diaboromon Strikes Back animation director, Kill Bill Chapter 3: The Origin of O-Ren visual supervisor) directed Production I.G's theatrical adaptation of NAMCO's Tales of Vesperia role-playing game for the Xbox 360 console.

That's taken from animenewsnetwork

Pretty cool huh? I like 20th Century Boys :D But I haven't watch it yet. Maybe later :P

Japanese Comic Ranking, November 2-8

2009-11-13T04:16:00.000-08:00

Okay, starting today I will try to update bits of information that I read on the other websites and post it here.

For today, it's the manga ranking sales in Japan

For the first rank, it's Naruto #48 with 781,619 copies. Wow, Naruto really rules everywhere, huh? I'm getting bored with it, really. But no offense to you guys who like it :)

The second rank goes to Hideaki Soreachi's Gintama #31 with 264,895 copies. In my opinion, this manga is quite good and can give you quite much of a good laugh. I haven't read all of it, though.

On the third rank, there's Bakuman #5 with 218,751 copies. The manga is from Death Note's creator, and it's quite good. For you who haven't read it yet, I suggest it.

And then for the next ranks are:

4. Claymore #17 (146,022 copies)

5. Steel Ball Run #19 (128,814 copies)

6. To Love Ru -Trouble- #16(102,242 copies)

7. Beelzebub #3 (87,761 copies)

8. Liar Game #10 (85,014 copies)

9. Faster Than A Kiss #6 (84,448 copies)

10. We Were There #13 (81,627 copies)

For your information, the copies number are the copies that were made on the week.

Taken from animenewsnetwork.com

SU.TE.RE.SU

2009-11-09T19:03:00.000-08:00

Okay, maybe some of you already knows what the word means.
For you who doesn't know, it's my spin word for 'stress'

For some of you this will make no sense at all, I know that. But that's what's happening to me now. I'm stressed out. I don't know what I should do and what I shouldn't do. I feel faint. I cannot absorb anything that was discussed by my teachers lately, and the guilty feeling that I may not pass exams because of this haunts me every time. My mind is blank, and I don;t know hos to deal with it. Maybe my phase of life is entering its dark times. Okay, I seem, really pessimistic right?

That's how I am now.
See you all later and don't be like me, kay?

Blue Mist

the Busy Days

2009-11-08T16:00:00.000-08:00

Oke, judulnya emang menunjukkan apa isinya ( tuh emang tugasnya si judul, kan?)

Ultah Foursma yang terjadi pada bulan Oktober dan mencapai puncaknya pada tanggal 28 Oktober 2009 (sama deh kayak ultahku :D met ultah dulu dooong hahahah) akhirnya selesai juga. Saatnya para murid Foursma yag kita sama-sama banggakan kembali ke rutinitas masing-masing, termasuk belajar lagi. Duh, pengen deh ngevoodoo para pelajaran ._.

Pelajaran udah mulai lagi tanggal 29, tepat setelah malem sebelumnya kita jingkrak-jingkrak ngedengerin Tol Band Tol (bener gitu ya tulisannya?). Tugas kembali menghampiri, pelajaran kembali bergulir, dan gue tetep aja males-malesan kayak kemaren-kemarennya. Dasar laknat benar anak satu ini. Yah mau diapain. Sekarang ni aja benernya lagi pelajaran Bahasa Inggris, tapi dengan gak tau malu ni anak malah ngeupdate blognya yang udah ditinggal sebulan? Dua bulan? Ato malah setaun? Gak tau lagi dah.

Ultah juga berjalan biasa aja. Pagi yah ada yang nyelametin satu-dua biji orang. Dapet juga kiriman dari Nyra di Bandung (makasih banget yah!). Isi paketnya buat Nats gantungan kunci dari Uso, trus mug dari Nyra buat Madam Pele, abis itu ada gantungan lagi dari Uso buat Kaga (gaah blum kukasih ke Kaga nih ga ketemu-ketemu DX). Kalo kiriman yang buat saya jangan dibuka di sini deh, nanti pada iri semua hahahahah (digampar)

Niat baik-baik mau bagi-bagi es krim pas ultah, orang-orang udah pada sibuk semua. Alhasil ya udah cuman berapa gelintir orang aja yang dapet, itupun masih sisa esnya.. Sayang banget tuh masih ada sekitar sepuluh biji-an yang ga kemakan dan akhirnya menjadi korban angin alias meleleh ditaroh di bale bengong gitu aja. Anak-anak Nihongo ngga kebagian semua juga. Tapi yang jelas Madam Pele kebagian haha. Terus aku belom cerita ya ada anak-anak Korea dateng dari negerinya sono? Wa gak tau berapa biji yang dateng pastinya, yang jelas anak-anak (terutama yang cewek ya) pada heboh gitu deh. apalagi sama yang namanya Kim Hae Won. Cowok dari Korea toh yang pas acara puncak selesai langsung dikerubutin buat minta foto bareng. Wa juga kena imbas nih, disuruh fotoin saya orang ada brapa banyak tuh, sepuluh orang ada kali. gua aja ga dapet foto bareng, ahahah. gapapa sih, toh juga wa ga demen-demen amet (jujur ya orangnya lumayan kok kalo mau naksir boleh tapi ga punya fotonya huahahaha). Ada sih lagi satu namannya Tae Sol kalo gak salah (ga tau spellingnya bener apa kagak). itu juga jadi bahan foto bareng.

Kemudian ada apa lagi ya.. Kemaren hari Kamis saya klub komputer, trus disuruh nginstall XAMPP. Okay, sukses lancar. Tapi ketika wa mau akses ke http://localhost, eh pagenya ga mau ngeload. Ampe akhirnya saya bengong tuh sepanjang klub. Awalnya kakak kelas wa juga ada yang ga bisa. Tapi pas mau selesai, eh ternyata bisa dia. Akhirnya saya pulang dengan tangan hampa (ga belajar apa-apa gitu maksudnya). Setelah saya surfing-surfing, ternyata problem ada di OS saya yang ternyata XP Home. Gara-gara berlabel HOME, jadi netbook saya otomatis ga bisa ngakses http://localhost

Nah sekarang saya mau tanya, ada ngga di antara kalian yang punya installer Windows XP Pro SP3? Soalnya saya mau upgrade pake Windows XP Pro SP2 nggak mau ._. Sial benar.

Kemudian kemaren lagi hari Sabtu seperti biasa ada klub Jepang. Yang dateng cuman 4 biji ._.

Akhirnya kita jadi kayak les privat (lah les apaan ini?)

Hm.. cerita apa lagi ya? Oh iya, kemaren Minggu lagi satu. Perkumpulan yang orang tuaku ikutin ngumpul-ngumpul di Negara, n lokasinya itu ternyata berada di tambak udang. Wuaaaah, enak deh makan-makan di situ udangnya fresh, manis rasanya XD

Trus trus.. GAAAAAAAAAH NATCCHI SUDAH BERANGKAT KE S'PORE WUAAAAAAH DX DX DX Natcchi I love you Natcchi /kis /kis Until next time yah :) I'll always wait for you /kis

I'll never forget our memories, hope you're fine there :D

Um.. what's next... Etoo.. Kyah! Done with the Raven Chaser XD XD Belom nonton sih, tapi yeah! Udah punya stok kalo bosen :D Bagi yang belom download tapi pengen nonton, cari ada di IDWS and search the Raven Chaser.

maybe that's all for now, ini banyak kan? *heh siapa yang bilang ini banyak hah? Masih sedikit! SEDIKIT! D:< (suara background ngamuk gak jelas)

Ja ne! Sampai kapan-kapan kita ketemu lagi :)

Between the Accounting Lesson

2009-09-29T02:12:00.000-07:00

Well hi folks! It's been a long time (and I often say this in my posts .. so please don't mind it :P)

I'm in the middle of accounting lesson now, and I'm typing this like I'm trying to type on what the teacher says about it ==

Oh well, I've just finished watching Macross F and Code Geass R2 (yeah I know I'm late, and I can't help it). And they're EPIC WIN /ohnosebleed

Macross F's song is just beautiful to listen, and the singers are nice. Most of the songs can be downloaded in gendou.com and of course in good quality.

Code Geass R2's ending is just EPIC. I can't say another word for it. It's a sad ending, when it's also the best ending it can get.. TT I can't stop crying

And.. I've made a new friend XD Hey infinitemoonlight! XD Finally I can get a contact from another country XD

Oh, the teacher's looking again at me suspiciously oTL

OK, till next time :D

Blue Mist

Yui - It's All Too Much

2009-09-07T05:44:00.000-07:00

Hei hei :D

Yui has a new song XD The title is It's All Too Much and it's pretty nice :)

Here's the download link from 4shared.com

>>Here<<

I haven't got the lyrics yet, but when I get it I'll post it here.

Hope you enjoy it!

Salut d' Amor

2009-09-06T02:37:00.001-07:00

Hey hey.. saya harus kasih Natcchi sama Najika credits yang banyak untuk ini /ohlalala

Sebelumnya saya tanya ke Natcchi, boleh tidak Salut d' Amornya diupload? D:

Oh ternyata boleh sama natcchi. Makasih natcchi /kis

Ini linknya BTW.

>>Here<<

Saya lagi suka share-share lagu ini stress tingkat berat oTL

Well semoga membantu :D

K3 (Kakiku Kena Knalpot) oTL

2009-09-05T04:04:00.000-07:00

Huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa DX DX DX Kenapa kenapa kenapa oh kenapa harus begini astagaaaaaaaa DX DX Tadi pagi pas saya naik motor ke sekolah, masuk ke tempat parkir, di sebelah saya ada Supra juga baru parkir. Pas saya turun, nyooooos... kaki saya keselomot knalpotnya dia /ohcry

Kemudian sebelah saya yang juga baru parkir bilang suruh kasih air. Syaa bilang, "Lho, bukannya ga boleh?" tapi dia dengan pedenya bilang, "Nggak kok, boleh."

Akhirnya saya ke kamar mandi, cuci pake air. Setelah naik ke kelas, saya tanya ama anak PMR, "Eh, ada obat buat luka bakar gak?" Dia langsung kaget. Habis itu saya baru cerita kalo saya kena knalpot kakinya. Langsung dia anterin ke kakak kelas yang tugas jaga UKS. Pas jalan, dia tanya tadi kamu apa-apain ga lukanya? Ya saya jawab saya siram air. Dia langsung kaget. "Lah, jangan disiram aer!"

Saya cuman bisa swt. Saya ga tau yang mana bener yang mana salah, jadi saya ikutin aja oTL

Sampe di tempat kaka kelas dan diliat bekasnya, dia cuman bilang, "Oh, gapapa kok dek.. dikompres pake es aja.."

Akhirnya ga jadi dikasih obat. Saya ke kantin beli es, eh dagangnya lom ada. Akhirnya saya beli Aqua botol buat ngompres. Mana jam 1-2 ulangan Kimia lagi oTL sepanjang ulangan saya cuman nunduk ngeliatin sambil ngompres tu bekas kena knalpot ampe gurunya sliwar-sliwer depan saya, dikira saya nyontek kali. Mana perih lagi, ampe pusing ga bisa mikir. Ya udah.. saya pasrah aja deh. Mau gimana coba tu ulangan.. Remidi ya remidi deh gua trima oTL

Pas istirahat, tambah banyak yang tau kalo kaki saya kena knalpot. Pada bilang suruh kasih Bioplasenton. Belinya kapan? Ga tau dah. Pokoknya laporan mama dulu deeh.. Tau-tau mama langsung balesannya panik. Maunya dia kasih obat ke skolah.. tapi kan ga boleh keluar kelas karena jam istirahat dah mau abis.Akhirnya pas pulang sekolah saya baru cabut buat beli tu salep. Abis itu balik ke sekolah buat klub Jepang. Selesai klub pulang dah. Dan alhasil pulang dengan keadaan si bekas luka udah melembung kayak balon. Hiiy kalo liat serem deh kayaknya. Tapi kukasih linknya aja deh, biar kalo mau liat kayak apaa benernya bisa tau ==

Foto Melepuh

Dan yaah.. bekas luka model gini yang udah melembung biasanya pasti mbekas. Tau kan atau paling nggak dah pernah liat? Jelek banget ==

Pelajaran yang bisa dipetik dari sini adalah.. Kalo kaki kena knalpot.. cepet-cepet cari lidah buaya atau salep buat luka bakar. Semakin cepet kamu kasih semakin baik. Kompres dengan es memang menghilangkan perih, tapi nggak menyelesaikan si luka bakar. Pasti sih.. kalian semua musti ati-ati.. Beda lagi kalo model knalpotnya kayak motor-motor matic skarang yang knalpotnya udah ada kayak tutup di depannya, itu sih ga bakal sepanas yang model Supra jaman dulu-dulu itu..

Dan sekarang saya ngetik ini dengan harapan ga bakal ada orang yang baca ini(moga-moga) lukanya nggak mbekas, karena keliatannya yakin pasti jelek banget. Saya presentasi brapa ini nggak bekas, yang pasti keciiil banget.

That's all.. oTL saya puas deh skarang udah cerita.

Sampe kapan lagi saya post :D

Blue Mist

Speedy oh Speedy...

2009-08-22T22:37:00.000-07:00

Okay, an Indonesian post :D

Oh speedyku, kenapa kau jadi ngadat begini? Tidak tahukah dikau kalau aku sampai tidak bisa ikut conf karaoke APTX? Taukah kau betapa kecewanya aku ketika kau ngadat sampe besoknya? *alah lebay banget

Tapi itu yang bener terjadi sama speedy saya ==
Masa dari sabtu malem ampe minggu sore ga bisa dipake? Sakit hati saya /ohfyuuh
Kemudian saya belom selesaikan rangkum catatan biologi D:

Sepertinya saya tak bisa lama-lama.
Kemarin nihongo kurabu ada tes nulis hiragan oTL kalau saya suruh nulis ngawur sih bisa, tapi kalo disuruh nulis yang bener saya malah ga bisa ==
Akhirnya jadilah saya salah 10 mungkin tuh ada. Yah gapapa katanya ga masuk nilai :P
Kemudian besok ada presentasi BK D: saya belum cari bahan oTL
Kemarin akhirnya story telling bahasa Inggrisnya jadi /ohckck Saya dapet 90 XD lumayan saya growling-growling ga jelas jadi srigala >_>
Kemudian pidato B. Indo jadinya dapet 76 ._. Nila minimal sebelum remidi oTL
Yah nasib memang saya ga bisa ngomong dan menghapalkan bahan di depan oTL

Hm.. kok saya jadi malah laporan nilai di sini =___=

Oh ya, saya 2 hari yang lalu mendengarkan lagu yang bagus XD Tapi sayangnya si penyiar radio sialan tak memberitahu apa itu judulnya oTL akhirnya kemaren lagu itu diputer lagi, dan saya langsung cepet-cepet rekam. Setelah rekam kemudian saya dengarkan liriknya.. Hmm, kira kira begitu liriknya kemudian saya search di Google.

Dan voila! Nemu judul 'After Love-First Boyfriend' dengan penyanyi Crystal Kay. Ooh ternyata yang nyanyi dia toh... Akhirnya saya donlot dah tu lagu XD
Ternyata caranya ampuh juga /ohckck

Nah kalo kalian penasaran mau donlod tu lagu, di sini ada linknya

Crystal Kay-After Love MP3 download

yah itu link emang gratisan, mesti nunggu 100 detik == Tapi yah daripada ga dapet. Bagus kok lagunya :D

Oh iya, cari liriknya juga? Nih ada juuga kok..

Crystal Kay ft. Kaname (Chemistry) - After Love(First Boyfriend)

are kara ittai nannen tatta furikaeru no wa kirai nano ni

yoku nita TAIPU wo mitari suruto kangaechau no yo anata no koto

koi mo nandoka shita keredo nanika ga chigatte ita

*osoroi ni shiteta KUROSU mada motteru omamori nano

hontou ni aishite ita zutto hanarezu itane kazoekirenai KISU

(So many kisses Ah So many kisses Ah)

omoide ga setsunai yo In the after love*

shigoto ni RE-SUN FURU ni BU-KINGU aita SUPE-SU wo muri ni umeru

hitori gurashi wo hajimete kara MAMA no kurou mo sukoshi wakatta

itsumo amaete ita kedo watashi are kara seichou shita yo

ima no jibun ni nareta koto ureshii kansha shiteru yo

hajimete no koi datta unto kizutsuita kedo muchuu de ikite ita

(So wanna let you Ah So wanna let you Ah)

mada mune ga itamu no yo kono machi de

The only one (The one) doko ni monai tokubetsu na mono de

And you never too young (Too young) anna fukaku aishi kurushimu koto

And it´s never enough (Enough) donna asu mo tanoshimi dakara

And it´s never too much (Too much) kyou no mukou I´ll find love after love

*repeat

credit from Only Lyrics

Wuokeh, ada lagu baru lagi satu Judulnya HeartBreaker kalo ga salah, yang nyanyi GDrangon (Big Bang). Lumayan keren sih lagunya, tapi saya belum DL, kuota sekarat /ohcry

That's all, comment if you want ^^

Mata ne!

Blue Mist

Homework Homework

2009-08-08T18:37:00.000-07:00

Okay.. it's awfully long since I last posted my blog entry.

I'm having a, yeah hard time adjusting myself with high school life. But let the water flow and reach the sea. Hahaha

I've posted a fanfiction at Fanfiction.Net with the title Amestris High School. I already posted the proplogue and first chapter, but I don't know when I will update the next chapter because my homeworks are killing me =___=

Alright many, many things happened to me during this month. New friends, new love, and new rivals. Well, not that I despise my rivals. But I think my soul has just lost it's competitivity. Well who cares about that.

I have a new concept I want to put in this blog, but it needs a lot of bandwidth and time also =___= so I don't know if I will make it or not.

And oh yeah, I'm once again active in Meitantei Conan Indonesia Forum with the username Sai !

It's an Indonesian forum, so if you're Indonesian and reading this post, you better check the link out. We don't only discuss about Conan, but also other animes. We also have RP! but it's still in beta version. So don't miss it!

That's it for now, I have to do my group discussion.

Bye bye :D

Blue Mist

SMA 4!! XD

2009-06-11T05:31:00.000-07:00

This is my blogspot saving like about.. 20 days ago.. hahaa ;D

I'll post this along with my new entry, so enjoy!

Ok, this was supposed to be posted yesterday, but my connection died =____= Thank you so much blogspot for the autosave function ><

Hello minna :D I'm back with the English post :D

Today seems to be a boring day. First of all I'm late this morning, so I only get to download FMA 10 only. Why, oh why did Maes die? It seems so quick. It's sad really, but I think that my heart really feel wrenched when I read the manga. Then I went to my sister's show at school. She performed the Balinese dance, and really she didn't want us to watch her at the first time. But my father and grandmother keep coming to her school. I, of course must follow them. And I got my bad luck here. I wore a red shirt, and when I stepped my feet inside the school, all I see was their uniform that colored light blue. Oh, I'm soooo dead =____= And as suspected, my sister didn't like it a bit when she saw us on the guest's seat. She wore that 'why-did-you-come-even-though-I-ask-you-not-to' face. That makes a bad impression >_>

And after that I went to my lessons. Yea, I had them even when I'm on vacation =___= that sucks. I went home after one and a half hour or so. Then I playes Seal Online at home XD Finally some time to relax.. Just one more level to Level 60! XD

Next I want to the church for rehearsals. It took a long time =___= and we're just standing there like a statue. I mean, why do they call us for rehearsal when we do nothing? Fortunately I've eaten because it lasts two hours.

End of blog from what's that.. 10th of June? I forgot. I played game online too much lately, but I'm glad because of it, hahaha

SMA 4!!!!!!!!!!! I'm comiiing XD I passed my national exam nicely, although my score is a bit low than my friends in my class. They got like.. thirty eight point blank or thirty nine point blank.. I got 37.4 from 4 subjects. Still I'm happy! And today the high school announced that I'm received!! Oh what joy. I can't stop crying in front of my computer, because it's online announcement. I swear if I got this school, I won't read comics for two weeks and watch anime for 3 days. Okay, but I don't say that I can't play online games! Yay~

Okay that's all for now.. Seal is now on maintenance.. I have to wait TT

Till then.

Blue Mist

La Corda dah selesai!

2009-06-09T00:06:00.000-07:00

Hai minna, saya update pake Indonesia lagi nih.. Berapa hari saya ga update coba.. Abisnya saya maen Seal mulu sih.. Tapi puas beneran dah naek levelnya maknyus XD Jangan cerita itu deh kayaknya nggak menarik. Kemaren saya nonton ulang Natsume Yuujinchou sama Kuroshitsuji.. Emang anime itu mantab-mantab semua deh! Ga bosen nontonnya..

BTW La Corda d'Oro dah keluar lo yang episode terakhirnya :D Kalo mau download aja di cyber12.com, linknya di sebelah kanan tuh :D Setelah itu kemaren, nonton lagi Boys Before Flowers.. Wah pokoknya seru deh :D

Kayaknya aku nggak bakal cerita banyak-banyak walaupun udah lama ga ngepost. :P abisnya lagi nunggu besok sih.. maunya dl La Corda ma FMA 10.. Skarang dl udah ga bisa nih.. udah leletnya ampe amit2 oTL Saya mau cerita SEAL juga ga bakal ada yang mau baca.. Jah harga rubi jatoh *lah

Okelah, segini aja dulu. Sampe ketemu kapan-kapan kalo saya niat nulis lagi yah :D

Bye :D

Another Indonesian Post

2009-06-01T19:14:00.000-07:00

Baiik, saya mau post dalam bahasa Indonesia hari ini :D

Kuota baru akhirnya datang XD tapi tetep aja selama 2 hari ini pake IM2 terus.. Udah gitu telat mulu lagi bangunnya.. cuman bisa browsing deh jadinya =A=

Tapi tapi.. kemaren nonton Boys Before Flower XD Mukyaaaa Kim Bum keren emang! Gek Imaa, kita sehatiii :D Kalo kalian di Indonesia, nonton aja di Indosiar tiap hari Senin jam 22.00 WIB ama hari Selasa jam 21.30 WIB. Kalo gak tahan tapi ya streaming aja kayak gek Ima ( kayaknya yang bakal ngeh cuman anak-anak sekolah kita aja deh..)

Kemaren saya jadi mendownload Hanasakeru Seishounen nomer 2 sampe 7. 8nya ga sempet udah down =3= Makasih Natcchi sudah kenalkan anime ituXD Saya ga berenti nabok pala saya sendiri (suer nih beneran) Pas liat si Rumati keluar.. MUKYAAAA matanya keren sekalii XD Birunya.. /ohnosebleed Aduh sumpah deh liat aja sendiri kalo kagak percaya XD

Ceritany hari ini saya tak bisa donlot apa-apa.. soalnya saya baru bangun jam 10, kemudian lelet lelet sampe jam setengah sebelas. Dan mulai buka netbook samapi sekarang. Kecepatannya buat ngebrowse doang sih lumayan, tapi kalo udah buat dl mah keok /ohdrink

Baik. Saya kemaren baca fanfic ero *ngaku* n gara-gara itu nemu lagunya Gackt yang judulnya Vanilla. Setelah saya baca liriknya, saya hampir tereak =A= kalo mau baca aja sendiri. Ati ati tu lagu ratenya mature oTL beneran saya ampe guling-guling mau ilangin tu lagu dari kepala

By the way.. poll closed. Terima kasih buat semua yang udah vote :D Seperti yang udah bisa diliat, pemenangnya Roy Mustang XD Itu gara-gara emang bagus ato karena banyak yang gak kenal Kanda? Saya gak tau juga

Ya udah deh, beneran selese. Papi dateng nih, ketauan udah kalo saya nyolong minjem netbook. Bye all

Blue Mist

Just a simple note

2009-05-26T05:41:00.000-07:00

Okay I admit it. It is HARD to keep in touch with you all, and considering my circumstances now, I cannot promise you updates until next month (well I didn't even know if you are really expecting an update from me >_>)
Anyway I fixed the header.. It looks much nicer now :) Please fill the poll on the right side, I really want to know what you guys think of the header. Is it good? Bad? Leave you comments. Also I'm going to start my holiday tomorrow! Things will be a lot better if I had unlimited internet though *sobs*
Maybe that's all for now. I still want to fix that banner code in the home page, and move my chatbox to the right side so you guys won't spend time to scrol the page until it's finished. Hope you will like it better.

Ja ne!

Blue Mist

P.S. That guy Break or something like that in Pandora Hearts is damn similar to Undertaker in Kuroshitsuji D: I just realized when I watched last evening. Then who differs them is just their haircut, or so I thought

P.P.S. I forgot which one is Rebecca Catalina in FMA. Anyone of you know? Please link me to a picture, I'm really curious!

~(- -~) A Lazy Morning alias Pagi yang Malas (~- -)~

2009-05-23T22:22:00.000-07:00

Good morning everyone.. Today I'm going to write in Indonesian because I think it is necessary to write in my mother tongue once in a while.. so here it is :D

Selamat pagi semuanyaaaaa *hoahem* Aduh buset ngantuk banget pagi ini. Yaah juga namanya hari Minggu, ga masalah kan kalo misalnya saya bangun telatan dikit? (ngeles)
Pagi ini saya cuman tidur-tiduran di kamar dan pegang hape buat baca fanfic. Ah nikmatnya bantal dan guling.. Kemudian saya bangun, nyalakan komputer. Ngedit banner blog ini yang adaa aja yang perlu diubah lagi. Header blog ini aja masih mau saya edit lagi. Jadi mohon maaf ya, anggep aja dekor-dekor blog ini masih tahap beta.. Kalo mau komen silakan, saya amat menghargai komen anda sekalian :D Tapi yang jujur ya.. kalo bisa ngritik malah lebih baik :)
Setelah it saya melangkah keluar karena dipanggil makan. Selesai makan langsunglah saya duduk manis di sebelah papi yang lagi pake netbook, kayak kucing ngarep dielus aja.. Padahal gua kan ngarep boleh dipinjemin netbook, hohoho. Nah lo bahsa nulisnya ganti lagi >_>
Akhirnya setelah nunggu 15 menit dikasih juga.. Langsung tanpa malu-malu langsung buka 5 tab, satu Blogger, Plurk, FB, Mafia Wars, sama blog saya sendiri :P Papi ama mami yang lagi di belakang cuman bisa geleng-geleng kepala...

Ahiya, harus ngerjain tugas CW kemudian ngeburn.. Males deh sebenernya, ga usah dikumpul ya paaak /otl Benernya tugasnya kurang 2 aja, dan emang tugasnya cuman suruh ngikutin petunjuknya dia cara ngedit di photoshop. Tetep dong tapi yang paling enak ya ngedit2 sendiri. Coba misalnya udah ngikutin petunjuknya tapi hasilnya gak sama.. kan mesti ngulang lagi.. yah walaupun sebenernya kalo ngedit sendiri juga gitu sih :P Dan lagi, kayanya sekarang blog saya jadi terkesan anime gitu ya.. abis banner, header ama backgroundnya manga en anime smua. Apa cuman saya yang ngrasa begitu? Mohon maklum saya emang agak aneh dan gak nyambung kalo ngomong.. Lagi satuu.. kalo kalian penggemar Royai alias Roy Mustang paired dengan Riza Hawkeye di Full Metal Alchemist, coba deh baca fanfiction di FanFiction.Net: Unleash Your Imagination untuk pairing ini dengan nama author MoonStarDutchess. Aku nggak kenal orangnya secara langsung maupun maya, tapi aku seneng sama gaya nulisnya. Emang sih kadang OOC, but all and all ceritanya sweet :D Silakan dicoba kalo berminat (kayak sales aja)
Tha't all for now. Ga tau ya besok saya nulis pake bahasa Inggris lagi ato tetep Indonesia..

Ja ne!

Blue Mist

Internet Cafe...

2009-05-22T18:43:00.000-07:00

Finally :D I'm in the internet cafe now XD The keyboard is a little bit uncomfortable, and I often end up typing the wrong words >_> but as long as there's internet I'm happy :)
I'm now downloading Full Metal Alchemist 2. I can't do it at home because as I said before... my quota is already down to zero =A= It's quite troublesome really. Yesterday I was online with my SIM card right? After I checked out my fees, I used IDR 14.000. That like 1.4 US$. It's quite much for me.. but I didn't mind. And yes the fees for internet are still too expensive for us in Indonesia. Of course there are some cheap ones, but they didn't give the better service either. So it's just a matter of time when we will get cheaper internet fees =_=

In the internet cafe I used near my school, the fee is quite cheap, IDR 3.000 or just about 0.3 US$ per hour. I have to use my own money of course, my parents won't let me go here =3=
I already watched Nodame Cantabile: Paris Hen. Finally!! I can't stop screaming back there. After this I will watch Full Metal Alchemist which I just finished downloading. I can't wait for the next episode! Kuroshitsuji chapter 33 is already out 2 days ago actually, but I keep rereading it because it's just so cool :D I can imagine why the servants are that strong. For you who don't know Kuroshitsuji, it is a manga who's adapted to anime last year. It's about a butler named Sebastian Michaelis; actually a demon who servers the head of Phantomhive family, the 12-year old Ciel Phantomhive. Ciel made a contract with Sebastian that he will help Ciel to reach his goal. In order to do that in the end of contract Ciel must give his soul to be devoured by Sebastian.. The anime version is different with the manga, seeing that the manga is not yet finished. The anime is ended already, adding several original anime characters like Angela and Pluto. The face pictured in the anime is also different. In the manga, the queen is an old woman who is very cheery. Like a reverse of that version, the queen in the anime is more unsociable and wears a black veil. Okay, maybe enough with the preview (or either a jumping point of view about a film and comic =___=)

Maybe that's all for now. I already spend 2 hours in the internet cafe, and I have to go home soon or my mother will be suspicious.. Aw, this keyboard sucks!

Jane !

Blue Mist

The tests are over!!

2009-05-22T04:33:00.000-07:00

Finally after some weeks that seems like years.. For us 3rd graders the tests are over XD
Oh wow I can't believe it's over already XD But well yeah, there's another problem right in front of my eyes.. I'm out of internet quota *sobs* And when it's the time for some freedom also! I can't download anything too because my father's SIM CARD that's usually used for browsing are now dead ( not being top upped). That sucks. Now I have to stay with my mobile or go to the nearby internet cafe at school. I cannot risk myself being scolded over hours of browsing or blogging or editing anything in that kind of place.

Anyway, any of you is familiar with Java scripts? I cannot edit anything until I get a Dreamweaver or something like that.. I'm stupid in that area.. Well not that I am capable of anything else >_>

Yeah, it seems that I'm jumping from English to Indonesian and back to English again. I'm sorry if it's inconvenient.. But I write based on my mood. So for Indonesian people it will be no trouble right? :P Anyway my offer still stands for the fanfiction idea because I'm still in the mood for writing :D From the LMM roleplaying is okay too..

Please somebody help me with CSS styles DX oTL I'm begging you :) all

Ja ne!

Blue Mist

Once again sorry...

2009-05-21T00:07:00.000-07:00

Oh my... since when is the last time I updated this blog? It sound like forever oTL

I'm sorry for anybody who has followed this blog so far (I doubt there are some) because I'm not updating for a looong time. My tests are killing me because I'm now in the 3rd grade, and that gives me a narrow option about being online and update this blog. I even don't have the chance to play online games anymore! *sobs

I already done the national examination and the (what the hell is the english for 'ujian praktek'?? It's like a project you have to do if you want to pass). So it's almost over! Wish me luck so I can get in into my favourite school :D

Anyway my last test will be tomorrow and the subjects are Social Science and Arts. Well, I kinda want to watch Nodame Cantabile: Paris Hen first XD Man I'm such a lazy student

Oh yeah.. I already make an account in fanfiction.net but I haven't posted anything there. Yeaah, I don't have any idea actually what to write.. so If any of you had any suggestions for a storyline, fell free to talk about that with me and I may come up with a story based on that. My YM and MSN is sai_krenzz. I like to write, but I don't have any idea. That seems like kind of off isn't it? Well that's how my mind works sadly >_>

By the way, did anyone of you know about Soenda Street? It's really much alike with Facebook, but its Indonesian and have other tools such as ratings for how many points do you have by doing this and that, and personalize your profile (really I don't know if Facebook can do it too, so if anyone of you knows, please tell me). It's still a really new website, so do not expect too many people there. Me myself is still editing the CSS script while typing this post >_>.

And last time on the 13th of May, my class is having an art show with B and C class :D There are plays, vocal group and modern dance which I joined in. Our show that day even gets the chance to be broadcasted by a local TV station XD I'm extremely happy although I didn't watch the progeam myself, my friend in Jakarta watched. Well really Natsuki is the one who're being told, I'm just a listener :P It's just that they didn't tell us when the program is airing so I'm a little bit disappointed because my family didn't get the chance to watch it.

I have so much to tell you really, about my grandmother is staying with me for a while now and other non important things that I want to share with you all. But sadly I have to log off now and take some serious studying =A=

Okay, take care and bye bye.. Ja ne!

Blue Mist

Maen lagi...

2009-02-28T19:50:00.000-08:00

Yaah, hari ini saya mau maen seal lagi.. kira-kira masih gak ya tu dobel exp? moga-moga masih...

Kemaren akhirnya wa nonton kuroshitsuji X3 wuahaha tambah zoku natsume yuujinchou.. Fuahaha, mantab dah enak sekali :3

Saia jadi gak isa milih yang mana aja, si Ciel apa Sebastian. Sama kerennya XD

Hmm.. tapi sayangnya yang saya copy sepertinya kepotong TT

jadi saya sepertinya harus menunggu dulu. Juga ada pendingan nonton nodame cantabile.

Akhir-akhir ini saya jadi sering nonton film. Entah apa jadinya sama pelajaran saya >_>

Saya lagi butuh sitter buat maen travian nih... lagi agak bosen.. tapi pengen travian tetep jalan :D

Ya yang mau ngelamar kalo ada yang baca bisa kasih komen ke sini :D

Ah segitu aja dulu ya.. ja ne

Lanjutannya~

2009-02-27T14:54:00.001-08:00

Nah, saya lanjutkan cerita kemaren yang bikin saya ga enak luar biasa..
Riri kan kena cacar.. trus karena gue dah kena, jadi wa cuek-cuek aja deket-deket ma dia. Nah pas gue balik ke kelas Dewinta emang ga mau deket-deket karena dia belom kena cacar. Nah langsung aja tuh gue iseng-iseng ngerjain dia, tambah gue deketin. Eh gak taunya anaknya marah. GUe masih aja bercanda ampe ke belakang kelas. Dia tau-tau buka tasnya n ngambil buku. Katanya, "Beneran ni jangan deket-deket." Nah pas wa ngedeket juga, beneran disambit pake buku. Dan wa entah emosi ato gak pergi keluar. Dan kemudian Nats juga ikut diem sama saya. Gue ngerti kalo Winta marah sama saya, tapi saya nggak ngertinya Nats. Apa yang saya salah sama dia? Entahlah, only god and her knows.

Cukup dengan itu. Kaian udah denger gak lagunya BoA yang Eien? Bagus lo... Nih udah kupajang di index depan n ni liriknya

Watashi no yubi wa kitto
kimi no hoho ni sotto
fureru tame dake ni atte
fureru tame dake ni atte

kagayaku tsuki wa kitto
kimi to isshoni zutto
miageru tame dake ni atte
miageru tame daki ni attano

kujikesou na toki ni itsumo tonari ni ite
waratte kureta kimi wa mou inai n’da

poroporo te no hira kara koboreru kanashimi My Love
konya kono machi de tabun watashi ga ichiban naiteiru

kimi ni aisareta kara watashi wa watashi ni nareta
toki wo hakobu kaze yo douka ano hi no eien wo kaeshite
Bye Bye Bye…
Why did you say bye bye bye(x2)

Ano koro futari itsumo kiiteta kyoku ga
futo machikado ni nagareteru
iyafon katahou zutsu de
kimi ga totsuzen tsuyoku hipparu kara ne
chotto mimi kara hazurechatte
watashi ga okoru to fuzakete

fui ni kimi to me ga atte kuchibiru wo kasaneta
zutto watashi wo mamoru tte itta noni

Neibii buruu no sora sotto te wo nobashite miru
harisakesou na mune mou ichido tada dakishimete

ano toki sunao ni nareba konna koto ni naranakatta
mezametara subete ga yume de atteyo
soshite mata fuzakete
Bye Bye Bye..
Why did you say bye bye bye(x2)

Michi iku hito wo bonyari miteita
kimi to aruita puratanasu namiki
kondo pasuta tsukutte tte
rainenn ryokou shiyou tte
zutto watashi wo mamoru tte itta noni

poroporo te no hira kara koboreru kanashimi My Love
konya kono machi de tabun watashi ga ichiban naiteiru

kimi ni aisareta kara watashi wa watashi ni nareta
toki wo hakobu kaze yo douka ano hi no eien wo

Neibii buruu no sora sotto te wo nobashite miru
harisakersou na mune mou ichido tada dakishimete

ano toki sunao ni nareba konna koto ni naranakatta
mezametara subete ga yume de atteyo
soshite mata fuzakete
Bye Bye Bye..
Why did you say bye bye bye….

Credits for makikawaii.wordpress.com ;)

Nah udah segitu dulu update untuk hari ini. Ini saya sekolah siang cuman gara-gara ada ACS aja.. kalo ga ya gak sekolah seharian =))

Ja mata ne :)

Blue Mist

Maaf ya..

2009-02-27T05:28:00.000-08:00

Ya ampuuunn... maaf banget.. baru sempet ngeupdate dan baru niat lagi nih.. ya udah sekali lagi maafya (walaupun ga ada yang baca juga sih - -a)

Ya, on to the story today..

Hari ini ada lomba-lomba buat ngerayain ultahnya kota Denpasar. Wah tapi kok kayaknya ga ada lomba yang seru. Mana gue disuruh lomba karaoke lagi /ohnoo
Awalnya maunya duet ama Amira ato Annie gitu,, tapi kok abis nyampe di skul kagak bisa semuaa /ohcry
Amira sakit perut, Annie ga tau lagunya.. brarti gue nyanyi sendiri dong di depan?? /ohcry
Waduuuuh, padahal gue kan paling deket sama namanya demam panggung.. wong pas ngedance buat pagelaran 2 taon ama taun lalu aja lepas kacamata biar penontonnya ga keliatan...

Akhirnya gue ke kelas. Teriak dah gue ampe depan kelas, "yang tau lagunya Utada sape?? Ngikut karaokean yook" tapi juga tetep. Si Gek Ima katanya gak apal, Karina juga. Tambah mati aja nih gue. AKhirnya setelah lama banget nunggu si speaker buat lomba dateng juga+laptop 1 ga tau datengnya dari mana. Dan anak-anak udah pada duduk di dalem nunggu. Mana anak-anak cowo juga pada ngikut ke situ lagi (di luar sih). Jah, daripada guanya yang stress mending jongkok dah gue di sebelah mobilnya bu Rati. Bengong dulu, abis itu nyanyi Amigo deh.. tenang....

Pas ngundi, udah ngarep dapet nomer belakang, eh gak taunya nomer 4 TT
Mana abis itu ga ada yang dapet nomer 1 2 3 lagi.. kan otomatis gue yang pertamaaa /ohcry
AKhirnya show must go on. Nyanyi dah gue tuh di depan. Mana pake gemeteran lagi.. Tapi ya udah, bangga juga sih pas falset yang baby take it easy on me-nya disorakin <3>_> Gak salah kan gue ngomong gitu?? D:< *nodong nih critanya =="

Akhirnya lomba karaoke selese. Wa yakin juaranya emang pasti Cok Is 9d. Tapi gak ape. Wa ikut juga karena disuruh dan biar sekali-sekali aje pernah nyanyi depan umum :P yah gak umum juga sih...
Sayang tadi lomba tarik tambangnya ga ada.. padahal tu kan model lomba paling ditunggu selama setaon.. belom tentu ntar sebelom ujian kita bisa lomba kayak gitu lagi...

Tadi entah apa yang terjadi sama Nats dan Airii.. Apa saya salah ya?

Kapan-kapan saya lanjut lagi ya.. udah disuruh off nih.. Ja ne :)

Blue Mist

Live report

2008-12-28T04:17:00.000-08:00

Wuih, wa bikin ni postingan di laptop papi..

Speedy wa udah kelewat kuotanya n langsung digembok ma papi oTL Jadilah saya nggak ikut eventnya Seal bagi-bagi hadiah Natal, padahal saya merayakan oTL

Ya sudahlah. Saya lagi donlod Conan 59, yang kana saya lanjutkan dengan volume berikutnya hingga kelar XD wah bahagia deh seumur-umur bebas donlod baru sekarang, cuman ya emang nggak bisa maen.

Skarang juga lagi baca to-Love-Ru, menghabiskan yang belum sempat saya baca, mungkin juga kalau sempat melanjutkan Negi. Dan baca Aikora sebentar. Fuh, saya kepisah sama internet sebentar saya rasanya sudah nunggak baca apa aja tuh - -a

Keadaan saya lagi chat ma Byantari, yang katanya terdampar di Lovina -A- saya masih ngedengerin ceritanya gimna bisa sampe kayak gitu ceritanya.

AKhirnya papi ninggalin saya, daritadi ditungguin mulu -A- saya jadi agak risih. Well sekarang Conan 59 saya sudah selesai di donlod, menuju ke 60 XD

\Wuahahaha, toraburu lucu banget X3 ga salah gua ngikutin *lah

Yah papi dateng lagi...

Mana mulai macet-macet lagi koneksinya =___=

yah saya akhiri dulu sampai di sini sebelum koneksinya bener-bener putus =___=

Ja ne!

Blue Mist

- -a

2008-12-23T18:06:00.001-08:00

Keberuntungan memang datang dan pergi. Update-an kemaren kan isinya bahagia mulu tuh, skarang udah nggak :P
Kemaren, rencananya wa mau nyolong Cat Flail punya char adek wa XP dan gua lancarkan tu misi, wa jatuhin di balakng pedagang jalanan di Zaid. Eh, pas wa ganti char, terputus dari server >< Speedy sialaaaaan oTL Dan sudah diduga pas wa balik udah ilang tu Cat Flail. Asuuuuuuuuuu DX DX DX Ya sudahlah, berarti terbukti yang nyolong-nyolong pasti gagal :P
Jadinya gara-gara udah ngebet, gua beli yang belom iden 2jt, n ternyata optnya critical -2 >_> Ah sial bener. Mana adek wa maen lagi dapet +3 lagi DX Ya udah dia setuju untuk minjemin tu Cat Flail +3. Makasih adikku, kamu memang baik oTL Tapi abis itu dia nanyain lagi mana punyanya dia yang +1 >_> Sampe gua dicekek-cekek.
Skarang niatnya mau ke scorpy yang di Pulau Terlarang. Entahlah expnya gede ato nggak. Moga-moga iya.. soalnya di Incubus gua ga cocok n kurang modal :P
BTW, setelah wa perhatiin lagi, skill cleric wa ancur bener :P abis belajar skillnya ga liat-liat sih, jadi kacau semua. Kalo reset skill kan mesti nunggu level 60 oTL
Yah, sabarkanlah oTL

Moga-moga hari in bisa lebih beruntung oTL

Lalala~~

2008-12-21T00:23:00.000-08:00

Waiiii~~ Bahagia sekali saya~~
Laporan maen seal saya hari ini:
Sudah bikin guild XD, Somnusnemoris namanya dan langsung exp yang wa punya jebolin situ, takut kena penalti pas nyelesein quest hiswil kan percuma
Sudah menyelesaikan quest koin si Hiswil X3
Sebenernya percobaan pertama gagal sih - -a Tapi kemudian ketemu orang namanya Meawmagician dan dianterin sampe persimpangan yang banyak jaring laba-labanya ntu, eh guanya malah DC D:<>_> (to kompie: selemot-lemotnya elu, gua tetep sayang kok ^^) Akhirnya bisa masuk lagi setelah kira-kira setengah jam. Dan langsung tancap aja ke lokasi Baldea maju dikit. *zwuung* masuk ke tempat misi yang kerekepan ntu, wa diem dulu. Siap siap.. (degdegdeg) Majuuuu! Dengan segenap kekuatan gua kabur dulu ke seberang n ngebunuh Ruthless Skullo sebiji. Eh gak taunya malah langsung dapet X3 Sialan bener yang pertama ntu udah bunuhin brapa biji kagak ketemu juga. Akhirnya masih dagdigdug gua cepet-cepet arahin ke pintu keluar. Duuh, ada kolom bicaranya lagi! Dalem ati udah mikir, mati nih gua sampe di luar. Eh ternyata nggak walo cuman kesisa sekitar 3oo apa brapa tu HP. ILYSM X3 X3. Akhirnya langsung deh balik ke Zaid n voila selese XD
Sudah ngambil quest lanjutannya yang dapet crystal 5 itu XD, + 1 lagi dari High Nixie
Pertamanya gua kira sekali nanya dapet Ruby ama Crystal sebiji (ada 5 pertanyaan). Eh tapi ternyata crystal doang. Yah gk papalah daripada gak dapet.. Cuman bolak-balik dari Bar Zaid ke daerahnya si Gardel tu yang bikin lama n bosen. Wkwkwkwk, pas gua mau ke si Lufus, maunya gua nyambi sambil ngelawan High Nixie. Tau-tau ada Knight of Darkness juga. Ya udah sekalian gua sikat dia duluan. Setelah itu baru ngelanjutin Nixienya. Eh, nggak disangka dinyana adan bunyi *kling!* Waii, ternyata dapet crystal X3
Nyelesein quest Alley Cat n dapet ruby XD
Awalnya sih my beloved craftsman udah dapet 12 biji Adel's Blessing. N cleric wa juga udah ada 7. Sisa lagi sebiji. Apa boleh buat. Biar keliatan agak cupu dikit, tu war gua pakein Nixie's Rake n hunt dah ke Flora Glora nyari tu lagi sebiji. Pada saat perjalanan(gua lupa Flora apa Glora) gua bunuh 1, eh ada bunyi *kling* lagi. Merah-merah.. RUBY!!! Waduh bahagia dah. N tak lama kemudian dapet dah tu 1 blessing n balik ke Bapa untuk nyelesein. Dapet exp 100 n BR polos..los..los. Wew, mending ga dapet kali >_> Tapi lumayanlah
Dapet Gardel's Letter 2 sekaligus
Critanya masih nyambung dari High Nixie tadi. Si Knight of Darkness yang nyolot pas gua ngelawan Nixie ntu gue bunuh duluan kan? N udah keliatan dapet Gardel's Letter. Ah lumayan.. Setelah mungut crystal tadi, wa melanjutkan berburu KoD(Knight of Darkess, bukan King of Death, wkwkwk) buat ngedapetin Mark of Vampirenya. N pas itu juga, dapet lagi tu Gardel's Letter. Asiik, dapet 400 reput dah..
Berhasil beli Ruby 21jt dan dijual 22,5jt
Yang ni ga usah dijelasin kan?
Berhasil menjual barang kecil-kecil *mungkin 1 jutaan paling
ada orang beli gold dibeli 1jt X3
Dapet Book of Elim-Combo Training
Seelumnya ini, wa udah ada rencana, maunya sih ntar-ntar beli tu Combo Training. Tapi kayaknya masih lama, soalnya masih buat lv 90. N pas lawan-lawan High Nixie. Eh tau-tau ada scroll jatoh. Gua kira manual dan gua arahin kursornya. Combo Training? Busett X3 Ga jadi beli dah wa tu buku yang biasanya di pasaran 10jutaan.
Dapet High Nixie's Letter
Reput sih cuman 180, cuman buat wa yang udah gak bisa ngambil di Seintral Misi tinggi, tu dah termasuk lumayan.N pas gua mau nyelesein tu misi, eh si Sealnya gangguan listrik. Ya udah gua nungu sambil nulis ni blog. N sekarang gua mau lanjutin lagi, soalnya udah normal...

BTW, kok eventnya LMM sepi ya 3 hari ini? Apa pada sibuk semua? Saya tak mengerti...

Well, ada komen? Silakan post di sini!

Blue Mist

Perfect World oTL

2008-12-19T02:19:00.000-08:00

PW!!!!!!!!!!! Perfect Worlddd!!! Kapan aku bisa memainkanmuu oTL
Padahal sudah ada perantara yaitu flashdisknya karina oTL
yah, walaupun emang kuota saya untuk bulan ini sudah lewat 100 MB >_>
Tapi saya tetep aja pengen maeeen oTL
Kapan ya.. oTL
BTW seal saya sendiri udah bikin char baru, abis warrior saya masih bingung mau bikin guildnya. Dan mesti nyelesein quest koin si hiswil yang udah nanggung kalo lewat lv 70 ga isa. Malesnya ya nyelep-nyelep ke Tambang Clements yang emang bale-nya garang-garang. Plus waktu itu wa pernah ke tempat quest disana dan... skullo di dalem pada kuli semua >_> mana dateng-dateng langsung diroyok lagi, gile beneerr.. Tewas dah gua di tempat. Moga-moga setelah punya succu wing n bgm yang udah tempa ampe +6 dengan opt def 15 dan eva hp ap, dsb tu bisa membantu saya menyelesaikan misi tersebut >_>
Yah, moga-moga guildnya lancar... Moga-moga bisa cepet naek lv... Amiin..
BTW, char baru gue namanya Vellia. Aslinya sih maunya Velia, tapi udah not available T.T
Here are the list of my chars (all in server Baldea)
Greenhorn[Warrior]Eserre lv 69 master guild Somnus Nemoris
Hoodlum[Cleric]Aurellya lv 34
Vandal[Mage]Watergoddess lv 22
Thug[Craftsman]Cellvy lv 33
Vandal[Clown]Erios lv 22
Brute[Warrior]Vellia lv 12 <= paling baru
maklum, maennya sante-sante gitu sih, makanya levelnya cupu semua >_>
And tadi pas saya maen saya liat ada yang namanya Acho. Acho?? Acho mana tuh? Katanya dua maen di duran apa arus gitu. Hampir gua teriakin, tapi ga jadi :P
Well, kalo kalian ada yang maen, silakan kirim komen di sini! Biar aku ada temennya laah, biasanya (selain cleric) wa lone hunter sih - -a
Kok kesannya saya kayak pamer ya - -a
ah biarlah sekali-sekali saya juga perlu pamer *lah

Sampe ketemu lain kali!

Blue Mist

Events at LMM

2008-12-17T03:32:00.000-08:00

Well hi! Sorry I haven't updated for a long time ><
Well, in our roleplay forum, we got events for the opening of the grand palace. It is really interesting, maybe you who read this should join the forum too :)
Le Monde Mystique Role Play Forum

Okay, sisanya akan saya ceritakan soal hari-hari di sekolah belakangan ini..

Hasil tes ulagan umum bersama udah keluar. Nilai totalku 53 koma sekian dari 6 mata pelajarn. Duuh, syukurnya.. Tapi lainkali aku harus berjuang lebih keras lagi, karena belum murni kerjaanku semua. Hari di kelas jadi ajang baca komik, maen kartu n bercanda, ngobrol-ngobrol gitulah.
Anyway, it's really fun. Yaa, walaupun dengan si percetakan dateng lagi dan gue suruh nalangin 40.000 >_>
Dan pasangan roman sekarang nambah gila aja :P
Hampir tiap pulang pasti ada salah satu yang diem di kelas ngapel.
Yah, buat kalian semoga langgeng deh.
Buat kita jombloers, hidup freedom!
Tadi saya pinjam twilight dari riri, dan entah pas bagian kejer-kejerannya baru saya tertarik >_>
Entahlah apa saya akan baca lanjutannya atau tidak, soalnya lagi tidak mood baca.
Satu lagi. Pulsaku lagi tekor-tekornya, da penderitaan ini pasti bakal berlajut karena ga bisa ol HP buat ngelanjutin RPnya >_>
Well that's al for my posts today..
Please leave a comment :D

Blue Mist

An update between the tests

2008-12-05T00:25:00.000-08:00

Hi. I'm just updating a little, because I have to study for tomorrow's test which is social science =A=

Seperti biasalah kita contek-contekan. Bukannya nggak mau menghilangkan kebiasaan, cuman masalahnya adalah tabiat yang sudah mengakar dalam kehidupan masing-masing /ckck.
Jadi kalo pengawasnya ga galak, kita ga bakal insaf >_>

Wel, ga banyak yang terjadi akhir-akhir ini. Si percetakan kartu pelajar setiap jam sebelas waktu wa masih di kelas ulum selalu nelpon, ampe jadi nightmare buat gue (apa daymare ya?). Every recess, depan kelas A jadi roman-roman semua isinya.. Ada Amy ama Tegar yang seperti biasa, Rinda sama Hendra di ambang kelas, sama Putri-Acho n Fredy-Gung Ayu di depan pintu. /ckck.. kelas A benar-benar lagi metamorfosis jadi kelas roman...
Sekian dulu untuk sekarang. Kapan-kapan akan saya update lagi...

Blue Mist

Talent?

2008-11-23T00:44:00.000-08:00

Hari ini saya dateng ke seminarnya Paulus Winarno. The topic today is Maximize Your Talent. He said every people had a talent. I knew that. And than he said that to find talent is very hard.
But what are my talents? To be honest, I don't know. I don't even know in what subject am I talented in. News reading, since JHS I didn't get a single trophy. Debate? Just a substitute. So what am I talented in?
Do you know? If you do or maybe you fell like telling me what subject am I good in, tel me by leaving me a comment :D

Blue Mist

So sad...

2008-11-22T00:34:00.001-08:00

I'm desperate. So desperate.
Do I know why? Definitely yes. Why should I fall in love with him? Why should I sit next to the person he loves so that he will see her and give hopes to me? And that was just empty hopes I realize. Why should I fall in love with someone that I know would never return my love?
On that night I know something would happen, something would change. From the messages hat she has copied to me, I got the signals. But I keep quite. I don't want to ruin her surprise. Or maybe she already know, just pretending to be so mixed up with her feeling. I don't know which one is right. And here is it, the news' coming. my predictions turn out to be right. And I'm not surprised. I'm not jealous, because I know from the start that he doesn't even had a slit chance to like me. So I just go with the flow and let it go. Nothing is bad, just think positive, but I can't. I cried. I cried out loud that night, releasing all of my stress and sadness and jealousiness. Try to sing even my voice is hoarse and only a little bit of tone can get out. Cry like my eyes won't dry up. And still, no one will listen that night. Cried until I don't know the reason why I cried in the first time. I'm not dissapointed, right? I'm just sad because I know, I do this sacrifice for her. When maybe two people cannot sleep because of the euphoria, the other just can't sleep because of broken heart. Doushite kimi o suki ni natte shimattandarou? Why should I? I can't be as tough as other guys are. I'm someone who's fragile. Too fragile that she tries to keep it a secret. But that's the way it should goes. Just cry so you can forget about it. As Hikki's song said, the answer is mental toughness. You can't be fragile. And that's what I'm suppose to do now. Why can't I stand up alone just because one people? I'm sure I can. I don't know if other people call me mature or what, from my three friends, I'm the youngest. And that's the fact that anyone couldn't change. Including mere words. I don't care if you read this or not, but I just wish that you have a good relationship. And don't mind my long-forgotten feelings, it's over :D I just wanna talk to somebody so I'm not bearing it alone. Wish you had a good relationship for good :)
Please don't change your attitude to me oTL

I'm really really fortunate to find a friend like you :)

Blue Mist

An opening for my blog

2008-11-18T01:30:00.001-08:00

First of all, I wanna thank you who have been visiting my blog. Yeah it's still really new, so it still need lots of addition and editing.
Back to Indonesian :D

Yaah, dalam rangka tugas komputer wajib skolah, saya membuat blog ini (dengan perasaan malas sebenarnya). Walaupun begitu ternyata tidak menghentikan urge untuk mengurus :P
Saya adalah murid kelas IXa SMPN 1 Denpasar nomer urut 17. Sebenarnya saya udah terlanjur nempel sama nomer 18, tapi karena Agnes Wong temen kita tersayang pindah pas kelas 2 TT maka jadilah kita kehilangan dia sekaligus naek nomer urut karena dia absen 2.
Baruu saja saya ultah, padahal saya suka umur 13 XD Soalnya umur ntu umur nanggung n masih normal kalo saia boong umur 12 :P lumayan dianggep anak-anak.
Saya demen sama namanya anime. Yang penting bagus, tapi sayangnya kondisi tidak memungkinkan untuk menjadi maniak anime, abis kuota saya cuman dibatesin 400 MB oTL
Singkat dulu ya :D kalo misalnya ada komen, pertanyaan dll, post komen saja di sini :D

Jia you minna! (campur mandarin jepang)

Blue Mist