"I want to cry. I've told myself many times that you don't have to cry, you don't need to cry, you don't have the reason till you must cry. But in the end, all I want is an emotional release. I want to throw all of this problems away. I tried not to think about it, which I've said before(not here), "If it hurts to think about it, then don't think about it!" But we can't help to think about it, right?"
We all have problems, many, many problems. Yes, people said that problem is a spice in our life. But then, spice is used to make the food tastier, don't you think? Well, this world needs to be stabilized. Too many sweets in your mouth can make it bitter. Too many bitterness in your mouth will make you used to it. Everything in this world should be balanced. Of course, not all people agree with this. Sometimes they think that they have the biggest problem, and they shout to the world, saying that they're the most unlucky guy out there. I don't mean to seem rude, but FACE YOUR WORLD DEAR. The world isn't being so nice to you so you can start walking with your own feet. So you can solve your own problems. So you can move forward, with new experience to hold, new courage to stand. You will have the same amount of happiness and sadness in your lifes. Whether it happened immediately or in the long run, it doesn't matter. The wheel of life is rotating. Our Earth is rotating, revolutioning against the sun. That's how life is.
Alright. After that incomprehendsible-immature-twisted-cliche piece of junk above, you feel that I'm twisted, don't you? Say that you do. It will make me feel better. At least I can laugh to myself, being a stupid being like that. I don't even know what's making me so sad, so bitter anymore. I just feel the need to cough it all up. Now I'm done. Sueing me? That will be most welcomed. I'm twisted as it is. My fingers were just flowing with the rhythem of my mind, so it's jumpy. And I seem so apological. Yes, I am. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
P.S. 大好きだよ、星－クン
Another emo outburst. Yea, ignore me. I'm retarded
